I can tell you that this is a very difficult thing for everyone! I appreciate those that recognize that the other person is going through this as well. It is so hard! I yearn to be with Grooviegirl. Daily! I feel as though lately she is escaping the disease and things might return to normal. I guess that is my dream. I need her and that part of our relationship back. We used to just kiss for hours and that was even nice. Now that even escapes us. I know she tries. So hard! Hard to watch her go through what she does. Thank you all for responding! I (and we) need this!