Amazingly enough, everyone has something to deal with. The more people I talk to, the more I realize it...so I know I'm not alone because everyone has some sort of hesitation due to a situation they have. You just have to live each day for what it is. I can tell you that looking back to five years ago; I would have never imagined living the life I am now. Things have surely changed and all because of unforeseen circumstances, nothing I planned on for sure! So come to California, get a job and live today the best you can.