I think we all go through that at some point with this disease. You get tired of meds, their side effects and seeing few results. But eventually we end up back at the doctors. It is all a learning experience and that is a part of it. I've done it a few times. Never again. Your doctor will get over it. And me and my doctor get along, but don't always see eye to eye. Practically every time I see him, he brings up Prednisone, and I say NO! You would think after 5 years, he would stop!