problems after pericardiac bleeding after bungled arrythmia ablation - what to expect?

Hi,
Had an ablation 3 weeks ago without success as the heart was penetrated and the pericardiac sack filled with blod.
This tamponade led to heart stop followed by revival by electrical chock.

Came home from hospital (in Nice, France) one week ago and am now just withering away in bed with oxygen supplement as the least movement leads to fainting and nausea. Have edema in lungs and rather a lot of chest pain.


The hospital is not keen at trying once more and since I tolerate betablokkers very badly they say I just have to learn to live with being a complete "vegetable".

My husband is very supportive but I just plunge into black moods despite a generally sunny and energetic disposition.

Has anybody an experience of how long time it might take to feel better?

Thanks,