Good Morning and welcome to HealingWell. I would kindly suggest you lighten up on the drinking and look into seeing a counselor to help you deal with your anxiety. It feels to me like you may have problems with Health Anxiety.
Managing one's anxiety is a key task of being an adult human being and taking responsibility for oneself. It is also a difficult task and will take effort and practice. Anxiety can greatly influence our thinking in a way that isn't rational.
Please do talk with your Dr. re your anxiety and concerns.
~~Kitt~~Moderator: GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. www.healingwell.com"only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be"