Posted 7/10/2005 9:45 PM (GMT -7)
heidi, glad you are all safe and sound. my friend in pensacola left there of course
but is going home tomorrow and thinks all is well at his B&B. thank goodness!
teri, how are YOU doing? seems you and i were both struggling with the same probs
lately just staying on top of all this emotionally. i am back on a relative upswing, in
spite of the fact that i'm having the second cath on wednesday. i'm actually glad
they're doing it, i'm really hoping to wake up in recovery and hear the beautiful
words "all is OK" - but if i don't hear them, hopefully i'll hear "we were able to repair
all damage"! either way, i will be glad to get it done, but dread the starting over
of recovery from zero again. but as you told me when i first joined this forum:
it sure beats the alternative!
okay, hope you're having a good night, i've had a very rough day, had to take a
nitroquick, and that helped somewhat, but i'm constantly with this heaviness and
pain. i feel the pain is mostly gastro, my esophageal spasms, but they hurt SO BAD
and are a little scary due to the location. many docs have told me now to take
nitro for that pain, even if it IS gastro. i get a little lightheaded and yucky feeling
from the nitro. they're talking about giving me the patch, so now i need you to tell
me all about that! smaller, constant dose?
Libby Gilmore, "The glass is half full"!