trying to make a rather serious decision here in the next few days, thinking about
going on to short term disability for this semester at school and not working. gad!
it's not my ticker giving me the fits as much as my digestive probs along with finding
the right meds, which has become such a slow process. the plus is that i'd get SOME
pay and keep my medical insurance. i had actually thought about quitting, so this seems a
much better option, altho' i'm sorry to even do that. i meet with my dean thursday and i'm sure
he'll flip his wig. but there's not much he can except rant and rave and i'll just take a xanax
before our meeting!
i sure would like to hear others' thoughts on this. it's a hard emotional decision. i feel in a way
like i'm "giving up" - and i don't ever want to do that.