I had four bypass heart sugery 11/10 2012. I knew after the surgery I was not the same as before the surgery.
The nerves got worse. Anxiety set in. Could not sleep as before surgery. Many thoughts would cross my mind at one time. The side effects go on and on.
Today I found out from a research friend about HealingWell.com and the "punp head syndrome".
Today I have a name for what I have called ""the thing"" for years.
I want to warn people about this horror.
I ask today why wasn`t I warned about this? Had I known I would have rather went on the be with the Lord Jesus
and not face this "thing".
As A Christian and I do believe in God and his holy scripture I look at this different today.
I know my God and that he has a purpose for everything. Knowing this I can trust God to help me get through every heart beat. I can trust God and knowing thatv ALL things are possible with God I can ask God to take this away from me.
BUT IF its not God`s will to heal me from this pump haed syndrome then I know God will use me to reach other people and we can share what we are going through and can pray for each other and encourage each other.
ALL things happen for a reason and God knew about this BEFORE the foundations of the world were created. So somehow through this I personally ask God to use me to bring glory to him however he sees fit to do so.
There will be peole who do not understand about what I said about God so I can offer you a bible to see for yourself
what God is about. God loves you and wants you to know about him.
Until next post I pray God will use you and me to open people`s eyes about this.