I would take the med. it was prescribed. I hear ya concerns, albeit we know our bodies, the cardiologist would know why they are prescribing the medication. give the medication a chance. you are driving your ticker too hard. the stress will set ya going with anxiety, blood pressure will go haywire and because your not taking the medication you will go in circles until you are in the hospitals cardiac ward. get some support, slow down and take the medication. by all means, vent away here, we are here for support.
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