Welcome Hope to the HW. Your story is alot like mine. You said you had 1 mi, 4 vessel by-pass, 1 still clogged at the back of the heart and daily angina, also need a transplant. Your now 47. I hope i got all that correct. It is so much like my story. I was 47 when all my problems started. It will cause depression, but Hope never give up. Progress is being made every day in tx for heart disease. I also have CHF, Cardiomyopthy and a difibrilator and diabetis. In May of 2000 they gave me 6 - 12 mo. to live. It has been almost 6 years now. Sometimes i want to just give up but i don't. I love life and will fight to live every day. You must also do this. It's so hard at times but i depend on god every day to help me through and the HW is a great support. Please continue to visit the HW and read the posts. You will soon find that their is so many more people who fight battles every day that are more severe than ours. Sometimes i have my own pitty party and i get on line at the HW and my party breaks up. The comfort and the support here is amazing. I will keep you in my prayers. DELTA
{ Listen to your body talk. } Deltacece