Well it's the day before my appt and I am terrified I tell you. They have gotten better over the last few days. I haven't been worrying as much about
them. I realized on Friday that I have gotten these things off and on for years. Well not like this, but I have had some sort of fluttery feeling in the throat before. I just never paid them any attention. So I am wondering if I just started worrying about
them more and causing them to happen more. The other thing that I realized is that I can still do physical activity and nothing happens when I am doing that. It only happens when i am sitting, worrying, or relaxing at night. Also my heart rate doesn't seem to go crazy during these things. It's still a good steady heart rate. I checked my BPM yesterday three times. In the morning when I woke up it was 65, afternoon it was 78, and in the evening before bed I counted 86. So that all falls within the normal range for my age. In fact I was kinda surprised it was that low.
Anyway tomorrow is judgement day, and I am scared of what he is going to tell me. You know the sad part is that yesterday my heart rates were so normal that I started worrying that maybe it was to low, and what if my heart wasn't beating fast enough etc.. So then I started getting the thing more and more and more as the day went. I am nuts I tell you. Alright well I have to get ready for work and start my fun day woohooo.
I am wondering if anyone here can tell me what to expect from the appt tomorrow. Are they going to like take blood and for what, do a ekg, do a holter? I am really really becoming a nervous wreck wondering what all they gonna do and all the possible things that they might find wrong with me lol. I am a nut I know, but the more I think about it the more I start thinking of all the things I read. Like being caused by Pulmonary Embolism, Cancer, and all sorts of other stuff that is just as scary. So if anyone can tell me what to expect tomorrow it would greatly ease my mind.
Post Edited (bandit28804) : 3/21/2006 6:13:30 AM (GMT-7)