hi again aldo, i think you are suffering alot of depression, who doesn't with a life threatening illness, but i want to share something that is a bit off the subject, but none the less it had an effect on me.. my hubby and i just came back from a trip to see his dad and mother. he is 82 nad she is 76. she has been in a nursing home for 6 months unable to get around because she had a hip replacement. he is worn out from going back and forth everyday. they were both doing good til about
two years ago. i guess what this trip taught me is i do not want to get old anyway. who wants to live like that, not me. she is mentally alert
and pstill likes to look good, a real go getter, then bamm down for the count, now he is worrying about
the cost and yada yada, it goes on and on who needs that when your young,much less old. it really made me want to live more for today than ever before and pray that God takes me before i have to suffer. so live aldo, as much as you can,i miss your posts. hope this little letter is not upsetting or anything, just sharing my thoughts.