Welcome to HealingWell. I am sorry to hear of your problems. I would suggest that you do make an appointment with a GI physician for an evaluation to find out what is going on. Other things could cause these sx and finding out the dx will also help decrease you depression.
Again a warm welcome to the GERD/Heartburn forum.
You may have not noticed your caps were on. We ask that members do not use all caps as it is hard to read and also considered shouting...........thank you in advance for your understanding. No big problem.