Good call Kitt. I like it. How is it going for you? Well I hope.
Hey Joy, I told them before I signed papers because I felt that was what I should do. Then I asked if they still wanted me they said of course we do. They gave me the same wage including the raise the city just gave me. I had a really rough first week though because I am still very hurt, feel betrayed and dumped on by my former employer. When they had my ex boss's party I wouldn't leave the office even though her former boss, my new boss and a few others wanted me too. I figured they wouldn't want out there crying. I was on the verge of tears all afternoon and did start crying 3 times, because I am still really hurt and to see all the employees coming and going and knowing I don't work with them any more was just too much. I can't believe the Mayor even had the guts to come in and talk to me. He apologized for the way I was treated and said he didn't know that my boss's last day was last week. Yeah sure he didn't. Every one was sent a memo about
it. I wanted to tell him off but all I could say was yeah and sit there choking back the tears. I would have liked to have said thanks for nothing and then asked him what I am supposed to tell my grandkids when they come to visit and grandma can't spend any time with them because I have to work. I would prefer to never see him again. I can't believe that the lady that is the head of the department the center was under had the guts to call my new boss and ***** because I wasn't out there. My new boss came out of her office and said to me very gently and in an upbeat voice that she had told her that it was a good thing they had taken over otherwise the center would have closed. She is very very nice. I do feel I have a right to feel this way and no one that is not going through it themselves can possibly understand. Eventually I will feel better about
it all. I didn't expect to be this upset my self. I am feeling over whelmed with the crazy new insurance I have to fill out and then i have to try to determine how much to put in a flex account. The insurance varies so much for different things. I have never in my life had such a mixed up mess for medical insurance. There is a $750 deductable and then there are copays and some count toward the deductible and some don't and somethings you have to pay the 20% and the 35 dollar deductible. Makes you want to scream. Well at least I didn't cry at all today. Crying seems to help though when I'm really mad like that and hurt. Went to my pain doc for probably the last time today because I don't think he is in the network. He gave me some trigger point injections because of my insurance changing. He doesn't usually do that in the office. I don't think he got all of them in my shoulder though. He did say that he thinks that the shoulder surgery my surgeon is doing will relieve a lot of the pain in my shoulder because it's throwing every thing out of line and putting extra strain on the muscles. Man is my shoulder ever bad right now. I may have to go visit palady over in the chronic pain thread. I bet your throat is allergies. Mine are really bad now too and causing my voice to be raspy and I can feel the junk in there. Well time to get ready for bed.
Where is evey one else? Take care and have a good night. Barb
My laundry list of diseases include, Ulcetive Colitis, GERD, chronic gastritis, Asthma, Alergies, CAD stent to LAD 1/4/05, TMJ and a deteriorating disk in lower back. Also chronic pain from a moped accident 11/9/07 which left me with back, hand, knee and foot problems and broken tailbone Jan/09.
Meds,calcium, lecithin, biotin, flax oil, magnesium, CoQ 10, vitamin C, zinc, Proair, Amytryptaline 15mg, Advair 500/50, albuterol nebulizer soluition, Ambian, pepcid, carafate, nexium, Zertec, Hydrocodone, cyclobenzedrine,
Proud grandma of Isabella Rose, Keegen Bryce, Caleb Owen and furry grandchildren Kayu, Sophie, Abby & Lucy
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