I don't know how I feel. I was happy the surgery got moved up but after some confusion at my pre-op appointment I got really nervous. I had four phone calls from the hospital and none of them knew anyone else was calling me.
I am not amused.
I won't lie about
it either. I am very scared about
the surgery, nausea, pain, no food, the doc leaving town two days after my surgery. Afraid it won't really fix everything and most of all wondering what these years of GERD have done to me as a person. My attitude has changed.
At this point I just want to wake up without acid eating me alive and my head not pounding like a jack hammer. A heart that wouldn't race would be nice as well.
Will life ever be the same again? I guess I'll have to wait and see.
Best to everyone.
Post Edited (halloweenbaby) : 7/28/2011 3:17:47 PM (GMT-6)