Hey Joy & Jesse -
Thanks. Yeah, I think my Gag reflex is pretty stuffed up now.
Jess, I've tried so much and hard, done lift the bed thing, diet, I only drink water and nothing else.
And if I really eat only green leaved vegetables and nothing else, last salad at 2pm, well then I shouldn't
get acid for the day. but that's no garuntee!! I still can at times.
But I don't think I can live like that much longer. I am 35, single, and don't even date anymore- I just sort of
steer clear of most situations, going out etc. I just want to have some semblance of a normal life!
So do you think it's wrong in this instance, after my throat now is already very scarred from the acid to want
to opt for the operation? I've just spoken to so many people that say they are acid free for 8 - 12 years after
their ops. Yes it was a tough recovery, but well worth it!
Joy, (love the name), is it (caraffette?) you mean? Something like that. Well, currently I am on Ulsanic now. It seems
to help on the short term. I am not going to take it too long, even though it's sort of managing my symptoms relatively nicely,
but my Doc said it is full of (Alimium?), and long term use could lead to Alzheimers. (That would be cool as I'd forget
about the Acid!) Not! Really bad joke soz. Anyway, it does help a bit. But I ma so sick of having to be cautious
of every little thing that goes in my mouth for the rest of my life!
Is it wrong to think that we are made to be a little more resiliant than what we sometimes are? That if we become to aware of every little effect of every little thing, we become prone to exactly that? Note my Aliminium comment!
I am so sensitive right now. Should I really keep that consciouness, or eat mud cakes and cat food like when I was young and mom and dad weren't overprotective over everything!!
Well, my immune systemm aint that young anymore, but yo know what I mean, They say "what you don't know can't hurt you". Balance!!! But right now everything seems so out of balance and leading to the ever cautious Darryl that is scared of nearly everything. Because of the consequences!
Well, i believe they shall be Nissening me soon. I am a healthy person, so I just want to have a Pizza, at least once a month? Maybe a Glass of Old Brown Sherry at that Beach Party. And a chocolate! Is that so wrong?
Well, just a quetion!?!?!?!
Hope you guys a doing fine.