I know exactly how you feel. I made the move into veganism and while I'm on it, I have absolutely no symptoms... but what if I go home for Thanksgiving/Christmas? I'm not ever allowed to eat what I want again, not even for a special day/meal? I realize how indulgent this sounds, but I'm never allowed to overeat again? Ever? I mean I don't plan on it, but if I'm at my aunt's house (who cooks like an angel) and she serves me dinner and a surprise dessert, do I have to turn her down because my GERD won't allow it? Grrr.
UGH!!! So frustrating!
Hang in there honey. We're all here for you :) You too, Nickles!