Can you go to Canada or England? You clearly need to see a doctor, something isn't right. This is your life, there is probably something that can be done to fix it, do it! Another option is Los Angeles County Hospital or a similar public hospital. You may have to wait in line for a day or 2, but you will see someone and they have some experts there. I would also recommend calling 1800 Suicide. I used to work there and they can help you find resources in your community, as well as just talk it out (even if you aren't suicidal). There are options! Don't give up hope. You just have to be motivated to pursue them. You can also probably get some info from your old doc without going for a visit if you just call and leave the nurse with a lot of information about
the problems you are having and persistently call them back asking for advice.
Post Edited (GerdyGirl) : 3/21/2012 11:02:45 PM (GMT-6)