I am so sorry to read of the pain, stress and anxiety you are going through. I cannot imagine the nightmare you are going through but please know I am here for you. I have no personal experience to share with you but I am concerned about you. Your comment, "I don't even want to live anymore." makes me feel very sad for you.
Coming here is also a great place to vent your feeling re your illness so do feel comfortable letting out those feelings.
It is so hard to deal with a chronic illness that many
people do not realize how depressed they really are. Many are afraid to admit that they need
help. . But if you find that your
depression and sadness persists, it is important to seek help.
Any illness that in some way seems to increase an
individual's helplessness and hopelessness will also be a trigger for
Living with a chronic
illness is a tremendous challenge. Periods of grief and sadness are to be
expected as you come to grips with your condition and its implications. But if
you find that your depression persists, it is important to seek help.
Believe you will get better and never give up.
Moderator: Anxiety, Osteoarthritis,
GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease.
"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...
It's about learning how to dance in the rain."~ Vivian Greene