Erica, I echo everything you say. I cannot believe that this is my life sometimes. A year ago, I was drinking wine in Paris and having the time of my life. How did this happen? It drives me to tears, too.
Seeing people who are much unhealthier than I ever was shoveling down pizzas and fries with ketchup and washing it down with soda infuriates me. I don't even try to be enlightened about it, it pisses me off to no end. I can only have a few sips of soda before it starts burning, and I was never a huge soda drinker anyway.
I also am stronger sometimes - I will always be grateful that this disease whipped my butt into shape and I am really healthy for the first time in my life. I just wish that "really healthy" didn't include this stupid, nonsensical, unfair, asinine condition.
Hang in there, chica. We're all here for you if you need to have a good rant. Sometimes we'll join in! LOL.
Big hugs :)