Welcome to Healing Well! Sorry that you're having so many problems. While some people do get some uncomfortable side effects from PPIs, I'm not one of them. It's hard to believe that you're getting symptoms with just 25mg omerzapole. People take much higher doses of that and other PPIs without symptoms. It's actually a very low dose, so it's great it's helping you.
Why not give it a try for a few weeks. Perhaps you'll adjust to the feelings you're having and will no longer feel uncomfortable side effects. If you can take it for a while you might be less aware of the feelings you're focusing in on now.
I hope that you get feeling better soon!
Words of wisdom by Eckhart Tolle:
"Whatever you fight, you strengthen, and what you resist, persists.”
“Worry pretends to be necessary but serves no useful purpose”
“Accept - then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it.”