Welcome to Healing Well! Sorry to hear you're struggling. You're definitely in the right place...there are many members her who have similar problems.
There's one thing that you post brought to mind. I'm not sure if your doctors have given you specific guidance for taking your PPIs. Most don't, in my experience. Here's a great article I came across that will help you make the most of your PPI and other acid reducing medication. Check it out:
I read it after having taken PPIs for many years and learned a lot. Check it out and see what you think.
If you can get your PPIs to be more effective by taking them correctly, you might just get more relief.
Glad you've joined us!
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“Accept - then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it.”