Your time will definitely come! Hang in there...as you're reminding us, you're just home a day. At your stage of recovery lots of others are wishing they'd never had the surgery. It's totally normal to struggle at your stage of recovery.
Attitude is everything at this point. Every body heals differently, and although we all share certain experiences post-Nissen, the way we each react to the surgery is unique. You've been around the forum long enough to see that.
I'm glad to hear you've contacted your doc and are getting some different medication. Have you tried a warm beverage like weak tea? Or even warm water. It might help relax your esophagus with the bonus of providing some hydration.
Like Rob, I look forward to the day when you have the worst of the recovery behind you and are starting to feel better. We're here for you!
Nissen Fundoplication 2/09
"Whatever you fight, you strengthen, and what you resist, persists.”
“Worry pretends to be necessary but serves no useful purpose”
“Accept - then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it.”