Welcome to Healing Well! While there are many here who worry about esophageal cancer, at this point, you're the first to actually have had it.
I'm very glad to hear you're cancer free, which is key, but sorry you're dealing with such painful symptoms of your surgery.
I expect you've discussed these things with your doctor...have you tried getting a second opinion? If you're that uncomfortable, it seems it would be worth a try.
Again, glad that you've joined us!
Nissen Fundoplication 2/09
"Whatever you fight, you strengthen, and what you resist, persists.”
“Worry pretends to be necessary but serves no useful purpose”
“Accept - then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it.”