What hope do I have now? I've been on Esomeprazole ever since a positive Restech test, as this is apparantly the only way I'll ever be eligible for surgery, despite having been on 4 different acid reducers in the past. Just like all the other 4, I feel atrocious, practically knocking on death's door. And just like before, despite the evidence saying otherwise, I keep getting told it's all in my head. WHAT THE HELL?!
-Trouble swallowing anything.
- Virtually no saliva produced.
- Dry throat no matter how much I drink
- More mucus in throat than ever.
- God-awful taste.
- Tasting what is in my throat
- Tight throat.
- Ear liquid/pain
- Nose pain
- Burning throat
The supposed "Best possible medicine for reflux" has made me 100 times worse, but I'm not allowed to stop it, because everyone is believing the GP over me and the research I've done. Gaviscon Advance is also making me worse, especially the bad taste and trouble swallowing, alkaline water is doing nothing to help, vitamin d3 still hasn't kicked in after 10 months of taking it, and my diet is as strict as I can make it. But because I already had anxiety, it is being written off as anxiety. NOTHING IS WORKING. PLEASE HELP ME. I'm on the verge of demanding someone to harm me as a form of RELIEF from this pain.
EDIT: If it isn't obvious, I'm overwrought, broken, confused and in so much pain. I can't live like this, but it could be months before anything happens for me. As it stands I can't go for the job I want, I can't eat/drink as I want, I can't even lie down to sleep properly. I NEED HELP.
Post Edited (Daxter) : 4/22/2014 10:10:25 AM (GMT-6)