hang in there, and give it some time [ a lot of time in some cases ] you are still, very early in your recovery. it took 6 months before, I was able to adjust, into the new normal, and a good year, before eating started to return. in my case, some other issues related to the surgery popped up, that had to be controlled. this is a difficult surgery, to recover from, with its share, of a lot of sideways movement, and seemingly small steps forward. I also have bad anxiety, and had the doctor prescribe klonopin and bupropion, to get thru it. give it some time, try not to dwell to much, on the internal doctor.