eye lumps

hey guys, im new here on healingwell.com. i was researching through the net about eye lumps and i accidentally log on to this site and i read posts of numerous people having eye prblems like me. i thot i was the only one hus having sum problems with my eye. my problem is , i have  multiple sty in my eyes, at first it started in my eyelid, then another one develop in my lower eyelids and then it was really huge, then another one develop in my left eyelids ,. it was really horrible because my left lower lid in my left eye was super inflamed and it was not proportion with the right lower lid, it was like monster eyebags, and super swell . it was really different to look at, and my schoolmates and my classmates in skul are all asking about it, they were so shocked. im really embarassed, my self-esteem is way down low. so i went to an opthalmologist and the diagnosis was multiple hordeolum, and he required a minor surgery for it becoz antibiotics can't get it healed, it's super resistant. so i undergone incision and curretage. and i can say that it was better than before but it is still visible,,and it is still larger than my other eye so to keep it proportion with my other eye, i always smile when i talked to people so that it will luk like just an eyebag. i can't look into people's eye directly. my doctor told me that all that is left with my eyes are capsules, the pus was gone, all i have to do is to put hot compress in it, but it's like a month now after the surgery, but the capsules are still there and im really worried. i thot after the surgery , it will be totally gone. im really depressed. any doctors here, i really want sum proffesional advice. im so doomed.. i think my eyes will be like this forvever..