i don't know how much i can take anymore. i was doing so good for 2 days feeling a little normal.. even went to target... sounds crazy compared to i used to club every night and was out and about
day and night with no problems. i feel so ugly and depressed. i went from beauty queen to the depressed ugly duckling i was so normal!!! my boyfriend is starting to look at other girls because i haven't been doing all the things i used to. i'm afraid i'm gonna get an asthma attack and die during sex. my boyfriend is okay with it but i know hes sad. i'm happy to be alive but i'm so sick of this life... i go around perfume and have "asthma attacks" if that's what it even is.. i mean is it possible i can go from wearing a bottle of perfume a day 3 weeks ago... and now if i think i smell it my breathing goes off? and then i do my inhaler i panic i feel like passing out and i feel like i'm getting no breaths at all? i've been to so many doctors.. always prescribing new meds that i get sicker from. i'm going crazy in bed day and night!!!!!!! what can i do ? what is safe to do right now? it seems like nothing outside my door is safe anymore.