Today has been a really bad day. I woke up coughing, but it didn't really feel like asthma. More like I was choking on my own snot. (gross, I know) I also had a sore throat and a headache w/pain along my cheekbones and just below my eyes. My nose was running. I took some Sudafed, and some Albuterol for the cough, just in case.
I feel better now, but I don't know.... I just feel sort of out of it. Just not like myself. I feel like I've been depressed lately. I can barely get out of bed because I just feel so exhausted. I do have some issues with my health, such as asthma and acid reflux, but I can usually deal with it. But lately I just haven't been able to cope. I keep crying. I'm falling behind in school, because I've barely been there these past couple weeks. I'm worried I'm going to fail. I've gotten some work to make-up, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I'm usually happy, and I feel guilty that I feel so sad. I have a lot of stuff going for me. I'm smart, pretty, rather popular, I come from a well-off family. I feel sort-of sick often, but not horrible. I mean, I don't even know why I feel sad.... I just do. I tell myself that I'm just worried about things, and that if I just calm down and get myself together I'll be fine, but I can't seem to do that.
Sorry about the rant. But I'm just real upset. Does anybody have any advice?
Edit: I didn't mention that I don't really have an appetite. I've even lost weight. I'm naturally thin too, so I really can't afford to loose too many pounds.
Post Edited (Purple16) : 2/8/2007 9:45:02 AM (GMT-7)