Posted 3/16/2012 12:00 AM (GMT -6)
4's or 6??
Seriously, I have NO clue why God is doing this to us. What is the goal of having so many passing away at the same time? I found out from my biological mother that my grandmother is not expected to make it and the doctors estimated two to three days. I managed to get to grandma today, although I am sicker as a dog and spent hospital all day yesterday. I had glove up, mask up, but at least I was able to tell gma that I loved her and memories whilst growing up. She has dementia, but in my heart I think she will remember. She even knew who I was today (which is progress). The thing I am scared about- I used to work in a nurisng home and they will get "better" seemingly then pass away. I am worried that she wont make it through the night.
To make it worse, like I said I was in hospital all yesterday. Flare up, Pseudomembranous colitis, gastroenteritis and abdominal pain. I am on some heavy antibiotics now but super contagious hence why when I went to GMA I gloved up, masked up. On the bright side, if she does pass away, Gma's last words were "I love you" after I told her I loved her
I wanna scream, cry, and omg I so need someone to hold me.
I'm trying to keep you guys updated, as you too are family.