i'm new here. i just wanted to say i'm glad i finally found a place i could come to and talk about
my momma. she's got alzheimers and been in the nursing home a few years now. she's at the stage where she doesn't know reality from fantisy. she still knows me and my sister. we go there alot. it's so hard watching her go down. losing the sweet momma i once knew. she always was a simple soul. still is that. i see a glimpse of momma every great once in awhile.
i get so sad. she's always on my mind. i'm bipolar and have depression. so i have to be careful. but i think i'm already grieving for her. is that natuarl? she needs me. so i always will be there. thanks for listening. me