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Mom ...Part Two.......Another Mother's Day w/o you ......

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Howlyncat
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Posted 5/11/2007 3:56 AM (GMT -7)
 This year I am finding it just as hard to not have you here....your ashes are ready to be picked up BUT is it selfish of me NOT to want them for Mother's Day??

 

I dont want to remember all the rest of my mothers days with your ashes being given to me ya know

 

I have a firm belief it is not right nor fair for Cait either to have to have this hanging over us

 

After yes I want them with all my heart for some proper closure but not this weekend cannot do it ........

 

Am I being wrong here Mom ??

I dont think I am but I am not playing with a full deck lately dad is not well at all he and i both broke down on Wednesday after market when came home to calls and a letter from the cemetary

It has been a yr and months ( 15 months actually)

WHY NOW

 

I keep asking myself  

 I wont have you and I wont have Cait nor Grammy even Rick is being made to go to Jens family's once again.......It hurts Mom I have no one here to celebrate with and I don like it at all ...

 

Just another day til Cait comes home following weekend ........

 

I wish I had done more and said more to you while you were still  here theres so much left unsaid

Loving you always MOM

 

Your daughter .....and Grandaughter

 ***

Always remember to tell your loved ones daily what they mean to you ........

There will copme a time you will not be able to other than thru prayer n stars and thats ok but still it hurts when you cannot see nor hug them .

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Posted 5/11/2007 3:11 PM (GMT -7)
MOm
Today your Grandaughter sent me a beautiful bouquet of our favorite flowers

I was in total shock still am and yes I am still crying

She is such a beautiful and warm giving loving and empathetic young Lady

She would make any Mother PROUD

Love ya and miss you so
Your Daughter
LYN
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Howlyncat
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Posted 5/13/2007 6:16 AM (GMT -7)
MOM
I miss you so much but i know u are up there looking down on me

LOVING YOU FOREVER
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Howlyncat
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Posted 5/14/2007 8:48 AM (GMT -7)
Thanks for everything you had ever done for me and
continue to do even from up there Mom
Love you dearly
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Posted 7/3/2007 10:06 AM (GMT -7)
MOM
Yes you are with HIM up there but your ashes are now in your home where you grew up on the reserve
I thought it over so much and figured this was the best tribute to you and your memory
To have you back with your Ancestors

I had to have permission from Elder Council but that was easily done when situation was explained

I am feeling good about this mom ........you have all the right to be in the place you were born

Love your daughter

LYN
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Howlyncat
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Posted 7/8/2007 2:59 AM (GMT -7)
I only put some of your ashes there Mom ad
Yesterday dad and I got it together and he finally decided it was right to have a bit of you by your fav Rose bush

We cried and held one another

He misses you so .......

** Till he walks with you again.......**

Luv your daughter

LYN
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