firstly thank you for posting your comments i have enjoyed reading them..
i have been driving myself crazy trying to find out why im always angry and worry about the littlest things such as if someone slams my car door i feel i have to tell them to leave it open and let me close it myself..pathetic things like this are making me feel people i thinking i am boring and so mardy but im really not i just worry about everything...
i say i worry which i do but im not sure whether its just being uptight not being able to be in control of for example closing my car door to stop it slamming..
other things i notice i need to do something about - i hate it when someone is making me a drink incase they touch anything dirty in the mean time, hate it when people leave a mess in when i know it will be my responsibility to clean up, hate people touching my belongings in case they get ruined (such as my brand new phone), not keen on letting anyone borrow money (even close friends), dont really like going out of my way and my BIGGEST well i think biggest problem that relates to this.....i am only 19 and i have a good bank account for my age but i never ever spend, i always have to be in control of what goes out have to justify why i should buy something etc in reality i know if i ever spend £200 in one transaction its not ever going to break my bank but i just cant make myself do it..its driving me crazy as i wish i could just let my hair down like all my friends at my age.
could someone please explain my problem..whether its anxiety/being uptight or just being controlling? it's really starting to get my down and ive considered seeking medical help because i dont think its "normal".