Welcome to HW recluse. I don't mind being a recluse either although I know it's not healthy.
I have few friends that I see rarely and if I'm at my office I tend to keep to myself.
I hope HW will help you into talking to people like it has been helping me for the past year and a half.
"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars."
DX: Panic Disorder, Depression, TMJ (Temporomandibular Joint Disorder), Chronic Migraines
RX: Lorazepam (1 MG a day), Lexapro (20 MG a day), Tylonel for the TMJ and Migraines