I was just wondering if anyone has ever had an experience with personality disorders? Someone mentioned to me about multiple personalities, I dont think that is me, but I think there is a chance I could have borderline personality disorder.
A person with BPD may experience intense bouts of anger, depression, and anxiety that may last only hours, or at most a day.
(That explains an experience I had the other night... and I have been having them for months now)
Distortions in cognition and sense of self can lead to frequent changes in long term goals, career plans, jobs, friendships, gender identity, and values.
(All of which have happened to me except values, I think. I think my values are in tact, and if anything they have changed for the better...)
So, what go you all think. I mean, I am just asking for personal experiences and opinions, I know you guys arent professionals. But, this is really bothering me now... I am not really sure what to think. I mean, it fits. It explains so much, but that doesnt help me any. I just need to get help from a professional, but I am not able to. My fear is always that it will get worse. I am just left here to wonder. I look totally normal on the outside, but it is chaos on the inside, especially in my head. Its so complicated and confusing... most of all sad and difficult. Thats how I feel about it at least.
If you guys want to know about the experience the other night, its in my other post about household anxiety. But, anyways, I just wanted to bring it up and see what you all think. Thanks for everything!
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