Hi Anastasia, thanks for your reassurance. I honestly tell myself I must be lazy why I am not working. My back is bad but I left those other 2 jobs last year because one was depressing and the other I was in an abusive situation with my own son and it was just too much at that time Think od being abused as a child then abused by my first boyfriend till I was 25, then to have mey own child that I have raised on my own abuse me both verbally and physically. I am hoping that I will like the job because I will need the money and I need to get out. Thanks for your kind words.
You are not lazy at all. You are just so use to being home for so long that it makes you anxous to finally get out. This is normal to feel especially for a job. Just tell yourself positive things and you will be fine. This will probley help you with your anxiety because you will be doing something with your time. This is going to be good for you. Be happy. After a few days on the job, im sure it will be so much better. You will do just fine.
Clinical depression, Panic disorder, GERD, Sciatica
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