I have read thru a few posts and I see that some of you come on here just to vent, I love that! I found this site a few weeks ago but did not join untill till tonight, You all seem so sweet.
I have had anxeity for over 8 years but I began taking meds about 5 years ago.
I since have attempted to stop taking the meds, sadly the hard beating heart, sweats, and worring, mood swings, bad thoughts and the feeling of doom have come back and I can no longer take it.
I am restarting up my lexapro and I afraid!
I just took my first pill in a long time and I am thinking of the bad things it could do to me. (errr)
If only I could be normal but im not, I really think I am going to have an attack out of fear of taking this pill. Every little vibe, pain, twitch makes me think, its the pill making me sick!
I know I still have a couple weeks untill it really starts to work. I sad, happy and afraid. I just want to feel normal again!
Thanks for being here, I think this is a great group!