Oh my................Please do look into the CBT therapy. I think it would be helpful for you. IMHO you need to learn how to keep the anxiety down. I will pop up a post re resources and you will see where you can read about CBT therapy right on this page.
Don't give up, remember you have anxiety, it does not have you.
The OH my was because my birth Mother died when I was 18 months old and I maybe was not held enough either
I am glad the med is helping you. Sometimes you do have to shop around for the therapist that works best with you.