My Dear Megs,
Hey my friend, don't you ever worry about being judged here. I could write a bad novel about all the things I have done in my life but I it is better left in the past. So you are always safe with us.
You can not cause another person's illness so don't you blame yourself for his leaving. He obviously just ran away from his life and his stressful job and you have been in limbo ever since. Now he has been sighted and again he ran to avoid being approached.
You have a man you are crazy about and I am a bit crazy about him too. LOL He was so thoughtful when you were in hospital. I think he must be a pretty good guy.
Perhaps you should think about dissolving this marriage to your missing husband and just move forward and stay in the moment. Yup I said it.
Yesterday is gone, and tommorow will take care of itself so live in today and be happy. You deserve the best. Your MIA husband is not going to show up out of the blue and he did abandon you so for your sake I hope you can find some peace and closure to this sad time in your past and know you are loved by all here.
I wish you peace and happiness but most of all, I wish you love.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety ~ Panic
Not a mental health professional of any kind
It is health that is real wealth and not pieces of gold and silver.~Mahatma Gandhi~