Welcome to HealingWell and the A & P Forum. I am so happy you found us as you will meet many members with the same issues as your.
I was the same way as you just 2 years ago, I would wake up and break into tears before getting out of bed as I did not know what to do when I got up; I felt so sad and hopeless.
During the afternoon hours I felt better and in the evening I think I felt relieved as I could go to sleep and the emotional pain I was in would be gone while I was asleep.
I promised myself never to stay in bed all day so no matter how hard, I got up and got dressed and made it through the morninngs.
I do take meds and have gone through some intensive therapy and now these mornings are very few.
I hope this helps you and I am sure you will find others that can identify with how you feel.
Again a warm welcome,
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression http://www.healingwell.com/donate *~* Not a mental health professional of any kindIt is health that is real wealth and not pieces of gold and silver.~Mahatma Gandhi~