Hi i'm new here. i've been on the depression forum and decided to try here. I just wanted to mention a little of what i'm going through. I have horrible nightmares and sometimes wake up with night sweats and confusion. I have scary visions of bad things happening to my kids or husband. The visions usually start or end with an anxiety attack...i guess...my chest gets tight and i feel like i can't breathe and i just feel out of sorts. I cry a lot..and very easily. I've always been really sensitive my whole life just now it seems so much worse. I think i'm driving my husband and kids crazy because my moods change so often. I sometimes get so upset i feel like throwing things or even hitting my head against the wall. I've often wondered if it was more than just anxiety. I just feel lost inside myself and feel like i have no way of explaining it......thanks for listening.
28 yr old female, diagnosed with crohn's colitis with stricture of the colon april 2007, first fistula- october 07 :(
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current medications: Imuran 50 MG, Lialda 1.2g, tramadol 50mg when needed, remicade every 8wks