Great job on getting out there and moving the sign...yeah for you! My Claire Weekes books are well worn too, they become my constant companions when I'm going through a rough time. I know how you are feeling, and what you are dealing with right now, I was completely home bound for 2 years a while back. It takes baby steps and courage, but you can get past this point. It does get easier the more you do it, it's just getting through the first steps that are the hardest. Keep at it, you can do this! Let me know if there's anything I can do to help.