Well, the first few hours of the trip down here were pretty bad with my Lymphocytic colitis issues, but praise the Lord my stomach settled down and we were able to make the rest of the trip pretty easily. I am very nervous about heading home tomorrow as of a repeat of last time and there are some longer bridges that we have to go over that I didn't do so hot on as we came in. Anxiety wise I haven't done too well going out and stayed mainly in the room. I have made it to the beach once and pool once successfully. I was VERY proud of that!
Most of my time has been spent in the room doing laundry, cooking, cleaning (not much of a vacation huh?!?!) - but also have gotten to spend alot of time with the kids playing card games, dominos, watching movies and hanging out. I just have been a little depressed watching other families go out to dinner, play on the beach, and such I just feel sort of worthless, but my husband proved a point to me this morning. He asked the kids if they had a good vacation and if they felt like they missed out on anything and all they could come up with was my son said "parasailing"... LOL Everyone had a good time - thanks to my WONDERFUL husband who has taken those kids to the beach and pool at least twice a day! Now to just make the ride home and I will feel so much better! I really want to start seeing a new doctor about all my anxiety but I am so sensitive and have issues with meds and I don't want to start anything new while I am trying to start new meds for my other conditions so a I have to wait I guess right now.
I hope you guys are all doing well. I will try to catch up on everyone's posts - I am using my husband's laptop to post this and check in.