I woke about 1 hour and 30 minutes ago.After making a Mug of Decaffeinated Coffee,I sat down at my Desk to read and reply mail when the weirdest most scariest feeling came over me.
When I woke this Morning,I had an ache behind both Ears,a soreness/tenseness in my Scalp and nape of my Neck.Perhaps it is from being tense and not having Pillows for my Bed,which I haven't had Pillows in 9 + Month's.Simply no extra $$$ to buy.
I'm unsure what's going on,but something is quiet wrong with my Ears.Had lots of Ear problems since an Adult.
It kind of felt like an Adrenalin surge,which I tried keeping at Bay.I don't always have those when feeling Anxiety or Panic,but when they do strike they are very miserable and scary..
I couldn't possibly discuss everything with my Doctor at my first visit,but when I return July 18 for my next appointment am going to make sure he is told about the Ear problems I'm having.
One thing I am very concerned about is the possibility I may have Type II Diabetes.I don't have a testing monitor,so not sure what my readings are.Last time I checked my Blood Glucose was whilst at Dad's after my Step-Mother died in '03..
What I'm trying to figure out is why I have these feelings while sitting at my Desk.My Desk is an old study Desk not made for a Computer,so quiet possibly the Monitor is to close to my Eyes.
I can't look at those moving Car ads or blinking ads on Search Engines,in web based emails or on websites.
Couple Month's ago,I was browsing through a Hi5 Profile and looked at an aerial view of a Landing Strip.The angle the Photo was taken made me extremely sick that I had to get cold cloth and lay down in a cool and dark room.