Jessica... good luck to you tomorrow dear one. I'm sure everything will go just fine... Try to concentrate on your breathing when you start feeling anxious. I know how you feel when you say you're afraid you won't wake upl. when I had my second c-section... I was sure that I wouldn't wake up ... wrote letters to everyone I loved and divided all my jewelry... felt pretty silly when I got home and had to put my earrings and rings back in the jewelry box.
I will keep you in my prayers.
Let us know how it goes ok.
51 yr.old retired RN,Crohn's D for last35 yrs..severe esophagitis, migraines,strictures,urethral stricture,depression,probable MS.,RLS, arthritis, PTSD ,general anxiety disorder.