I come and go from this forum, but saw your thread and wanted to reply. I think it's great that you are here and asking for support. Being an anorexic myself...I would say former, but you're never exactly out of the woods, I'm a little uncomfortable about
posting weights. I know it may help you to explain things better, but as an anorexic I know what it's like to compare myself with other anorexics and stuff like that. Obviously this is a thread for you so I don't want to tell you what to do...just remember others may read this and weights could be triggering for some.
As for your goal weight. Be honest...do you really think you'll be happy at that weight? I know from experience that once you get there and your anorexia is still in control you'll find something else about
your body to be unhappy about
and change your goal. It's a cycle that most people go through all the time. A number on the scale isn't going to make you feel any better about
yourself. Until you start to heal nothing will be good enough. Do you know what I mean?
Bipolar, panic disorder, PTSD, PCOS, hashimoto's disease/hypothyroidism, acid reflux, and in the process of being diagnosed with either crohns, colitis, or even lupus...who knows really! the docs sure don't lol. Now possibly even celiacs disease!Lots of tests coming up so hopefully I'll know more soon. Too many meds to list!