These guys are right, there could be many reasons that she was benificiary. Whoever takes out the policy, makes that decision.
What I am concerned about
at this time, is your reactions to things. I have read a few of your threads and I see you going through the roof with things. This is not healthy for you. Your stress level goes up, which in turn makes your anxiety level go up. That can raise your blood pressure and cause all kinds of problems. Plus at this time of frustration, you aren't happy. You deserve to be happy Sydnee. So would you allow yourself to be? I think that you are entitled to that much.
You see, it is our reaction to things that is what is important. Like Peacesoul said, leave it in the past. Living in the past makes no room for a bright/happy future. That is so true. Life is short enough as it is, why spend it unhappy?
I know that you are ashamed to go to counseling in your town, but is there a town nearby that you could go to and get some help? I drive fifty miles to see my psychiatrist and psychologist. That was the closest at the time I started. And that has been five years now. I don't know where I would be without them.
Sydnee, I feel a lot of anger in your posts and i just want you to know that you don't have to feel that way. You can be happy and contented with your life.
Also like was said above, there will always be greedy people in this world, just be glad that you aren't one of them. You are a wonderful person and you deserve to feel good. I really think that counseling would help. Besides what is wrong with trying to sort things out and improve ourselves? I wish that you would make an appointment and see that counselor.
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