UPDATE: I got back from my grandmas funeral a couple hours ago. I was able to get through it without taking my xanax, although it was hard. My aunt and my mom were trying to fight over who got to keep flowers, the quilt in the casket and other stupid stuff.
Also, my niece miscarried her baby this morning. She still came to the funeral. She was about 7 weeks along. She was such a trooper. God bless her. My other niece's best friend ( I used to babysit them) lost her baby last night. She was 7 1/2 months and the cord was wrapped around her neck. She will be induced tomorrow...terrible. Her fiance was car jacked about 3 weeks ago and shot in the chest. He is still in the hospital and now they've had this tragedy. Man, it's been a really hard couple weeks for my family.
My sister is in ICU now. They weren't able to do the shock therapy because she started to take a turn for the worst physically. They are doing a spinal tap on her today to see if she's got an infection in her spine. I've got to call the hospital to check on her later. I'm physically and emotionally spent right now. My grandmas service was beautiful. She lived a long life and was buried with her husband at the National Cemetary in town (he was a Vet). She suffered a long time and I know her passing puts her at peace...finally. I'd just like a good amount of time with no sadness or drama for my family.
Diagnosed with UC in 2004-PTSD/Panic Disorder/Depression in 2007 & Fibromyalgia 2008
750mg colozal 3 pills 3x a day, .5mg clonazepam, 7.5mg Lexapro
1,000mg canasa suppositories (PM),
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