OK, I'm really starting to lose it. I just found out about
an hour ago that my grandma died. She was in a nursing home but it happened so fast, none of us were able to go and say goodbye. I feel terrible. Couple that with the fact that my sister I originally posted about
is going to have to have shock therapy to get her out of a catotonic state b/c she wont eat or drink and is declining physically. Now, if that isnt enough, my brother emailed me to tell me that he had a heart attack last Nov and didnt tell anyone...just AWESOME
My oldest brother died of a heart attack in May 2007 at the age of 43yrs old. I am SOOOOO angry that this brother (age 42) didn't feel the need to tell us about
this. I am the youngest of 7 (now 6) kids and everything falls on me in the family. My grandma had a pre-arranged funeral, so at least that will save us from having to make those types of decisions this time around. I want to punch a wall right now and cry at the same time.