Saveme, I have a few things I would like to say.
You're still so young, why the rush to get married and move in with someone. Enjoy your life, get to know yourself, work on your self esteem and anxiety then you can think about
spending your life with someone.
Also, I've had therapy a few times. It takes time to get the niche, but it sounds like maybe you're making an excuse not to go.
Any therapist who just prescribes drugs and then does not apply therapy is a dr who should lose his licence.
Therapist are trained not to judge, so I'm assuming it was your perspection and not reality. You need to find a qualified therapist to get you over this hump.
It sounds like the stress of marriage and school could be setting you off.
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