I just finally got myself back into school this week (hooray!) but i've been not feeling very well lately.
I have some concern. Last night I had a panic attack when I had to switch up my schedule and try and figure out what replacement classes I can take and what times...it might not seem like a big deal...but it is...
anyway, I'm still in the process of sorting things out. I tried to go see my counselor today but I wasn't able too. I've known my counselor for quite some time now, but I haven't spoken with her in over a month. That's forever. I'm feeling a little scared and anxious to schedule another session, because I feel that given the summer months, I've grown apart from counseling. But I know that counseling will always be an essential part of my lifestyle because deny it or not, I'll always need it.
I have a teacher, who is also a licensed counselor, but in all honestly I find her a little intimidating. I would like to talk to her about some concerns with my class and assignments, but I just feel like I'm too old and I should know. Any students out there feel like they would like to ask questions and talk with their teachers but never do because they feel intimidated??
I just feel like for me school is a waste of time because I have a hard time focusing and I don't think I could commit myself to doing anything that great.I'm suprised I've made it this far.
To sum it up, I'm just having some jitters and pessimistic thoughts about starting a new school year, succeeding in another school year, being able to be honest and communitive with my teachers and trying to get back int he swing of things with my counselor even I love her I feel really intimidated by her sometimes also.
-Daily Migraine Headaches-
"Tell them to look up. Tell them to remember the stars."